43 Days and Stressing!

So, things are coming fast now, and we're feeling pressure on all sides. We are very excited, but also getting very nervous. Where to live and things of that nature are still up in the air. There is also the possibility now that my brother and his family might not make it here in time for my wedding. I only found this out this morning, and I bawled my eyes out to my mom and to Caleb. Most of the details are done for the wedding, and I was really looking forward to having my adorable nephew be my ring bearer. Now that there's a possibility that it won't happen, I'm heart broken. I don't think my heart can wait any longer to get married, but I really want the rest of my family to be here. I'm stressing and I don't know what to do.
I don't want to cry anymore. I feel like all I do is cry anymore. Caleb is nothing but comforting and supportive of everything that is going on. It's just more proof to me that he really is the man I'm supposed to be with. He understands why I act certain ways, and knows what to do to make me feel better without even realizing it. Sometimes it's just holding me while I cry. He's the only person outside of my family I've truly been comfortable crying around, that's a man. I have a few close friends that are girls that I can cry around, but in general I hate crying. He just helps me not feel weak when I cry, and I love him for that. He truly is my other half.